I am alone and for many that goes hand in hand with being lonely. Not for me though. Don’t get me wrong, I do eventually want a relationship. But only when the time is right. I will meet someone that will light that fire under me. I could have met them already. Who knows? I’m not worried or even going to stress about it.
I understand that all things happen in their own time. If I am not with anyone at the moment it is because I am not meant to be with anyone at the moment. I do not need to race off and get myself into a serious committed relationship because of a lack of companionship. I have two dogs for companionship.
There is Sandy and Kaylee. When I am at home alone they are my companions. I don’t need someone to be happy. Sure it is more fun having someone else around but I am secure in myself to be alone without getting depressed. Not to reiterate but things do happen in their own time and only when they’re supposed to. I truly believe that. In my lifetime every time I have tried to force a period of my life that I wasn’t ready for I ended up in places that I was not ready to be.
Arguably even in those darker, or less proud moments I had the most growth and I came out the other side mostly unscathed. Who I am is the compilation of all of the experiences and interactions of my life. I would never change a thing from my past because I like who I am. I appreciate all of those experiences, including the bad ones.
Life happens in the journey and not the destination. I know what it is like to push myself, to grow, to change, to live. My life will never be boring. I will continue to nudge forward readying myself for whatever comes next. I am hungry and excited to see what is around the next corner. I run towards the unknown. I am most comfortable when I am uncomfortable. I am uncomfortable when I am comfortable.
I will push, poke and nudge those around me to do the same. To change and to grow is my drug addiction. To learn is my fix. I don’t know where it will lead but I am sure I will have a few stories when I get there.
Good Night everyone. Thanks for listening.
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